I must write about this just to explain to those who follow my postings why no more pictures are being added. The other day, Kate stopped me as I walked in from minors and asked to speak with me. I said “sure” and followed her into her room. She proceeded to ask me if I knew why I was talkign with her. In all truth I didn’t, but I mentioned the stickers, and then my pictures and blog. It ended up being my laptop, really the last thing on my mind. She asked me to surrendur it to her until the end of MSA and I was happy to, there were just some things that bothered me about this.

When she was asking me about my laptop, and why I had it she brought up an email I had sent to Ted. First, she claimed that he had told me not to being it, which was not true, here is the quote from the email:
“There really is no reason to bring your lap-top. We’ve got lots of
stuff. Besides that, you’re going to be so active in MSA classes and
activities that you’re not going to have much time to sit soqn w/ your lap
top.”
The email had not been directly sent to her, and I think that she thought I didn’t know she had seen it so when she brought it up she was very snide about it, and seemed to take great pleasure in what she saw as suprising me. Well, the CC: field is quite visible and I’m really not stupid. I enjoy knowing who has read what I have said. The way she brought this up to me was the one thing that really bothered me. It was this voice that I did not appreciate at all, and something I think could have been handled better.

All the email says is that I wouldn’t have time to use it, and thats the truth. The only times I used my laptop was to play a Carbon Leaf song for a freind, and to drop my pictures down from my camera onto it. It provided no distraction or harm to anyone at all whatsoever. Quite the contrary actually. I also would like to mention my pictures once more. I love photography for one, and two, I have a horrible memory. I believe this blog to be helping me to keep my memories but pictures are entirely different. Thats a reason this is bothering me so much, I have a horrible memory. In two months I wont remember MSA at all. I can read about it and everything but I wont remember it. Thats why I have taken so many pictures, they are worth alot more than my writings. Gah!

I believe this action has taken away from my MSA experience at no gains to anyone, or anything else.

Edit I invite everyone to post your comments on my blog. I know that some RAs and other “In charges” read it but I hear nothing out of you. You dont have to limit your comments to this post either.