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Boom Goes The Cucumber

rants and revelations of an ordinarily irregular ultimate player

ultimate and community

I get really excited about things every once in a while. When that happens, I make things happen. Right now, I am very excited. I have plans, I am preparing, and planning; Trying not to get ahead of myself like I always do when I get excited. This post is premature but I can’t resist.

Ultimate is a passion of mine. It is a sport that brings together a very high level of athletic competition and a great community of players off the field. Without one of the two it wouldn’t be the same, ultimate would not be ultimate and I would not have fallen in love with this sport.

My excitement comes from the ways in which I can advance the community and competition which effectively compose the sport of ultimate. I reside in Columbia Missouri, where I got my ultimate start and have since continued to play. It is this community that I want to begin with, where a good portion of my motivation comes from.

We need to rekindle the community bring our game back to life! How? Those are my plans that aren’t ready yet but that is my goal. The return of this community would be a huge boon for ultimate in the surrounding area. I see an unprecedented (to my knowledge) opportunity at this time. We know ultimate is lurking in the shadows around our town. Every year we see teams emerge from the woodwork to compete in the Show Me State games (Including a juniors team with never before seen players!). Our Mizzou Men’s team is on the verge of breaking back into the truly competitive arena building off the hard work of Alumns of our program. And the community is quietly but discernibly snoring, not dead, but waiting to be awakened.

If you don’t know:
Our Mizzou women’s team is struggling to gain footing. I see a new group of freshmen women who bring more amazing people into the community; A group I see as poised to form that core necessary to build a good program and bring the women’s team back to life. You need to know this young players, you can make your tradition as great as you want to, and I expect to see a lot come from you.

The Men’s team consists of some of the most amazing players I have experienced, both athletically and spirited. We are a team of athletes and win with that mentality. Vets, whether we know it or not, we are actively building and improving our program with every email we send. Rookies, whether you know it or not you are the most important aspect of our program and you bring the future of our program closer with tournament you attend and every practice you come to.

The community is the quietest I have ever seen it. When I first came out I walked onto Epple with snow on the ground and a group of crazy people bundled up running around and throwing a disc. Those players still exist but in the shadows. 573? I want a club team.

So why is this? Why are all these groups so poised to blossom yet don’t? Community, lets fix that.

All three of these groups tie into each other, feed off each other. The main relation I am certain of is how our college teams can feed off the community. The community can offer our teams experience and leadership we otherwise have no access to, and that is something i see a need for, some experience to take our athletic game to the next level.

How? I’m thinking. Start thinking.

My thoughts don’t stop there. The college Ozark Section. We have a love hate relationship with these teams. They are our rivals on the field, but still we love the players who score on us. The Ozark Section came together to watch Harding face off North Texas at regionals. It was a sight, the cheer, that certainly exemplifies the level of community this sport can display. I love this. I know our freshmen that weekend saw that game and cheered along with us and thought about how awesome this sport is. More strength for our teams. I know Harding played their hearts out with all eyes on them. More strength for our section. I know that cheer let me see just how great this sport was yet again. I am thinking about how we can increase communication, banter and the friendships we make, and involvement in our section, not just our communities.

To sum up.
All of this isn’t something I expect to do myself. All I can do is build frameworks that allow the members of the community to make their impact.
I want to do so in two areas: the community and the competition.
I see a need for better communication flow, allowing people to easily get involved in the community (college, open and pickup) and extend the realm of community beyond the city we live in.
I see a need to rekindle the game in Columbia Ultimate and effectively build the competitive level of our community and our college teams.

But all of this is premature as I said. It is all hopes and dreams, I know this, but they aren’t empty, details are coming. They are the first step. I am excited, switching between typing this and emails and forum posts. The ball is rolling, just a little bit.

See this as a call: if you have input offer it; Offer your advice and services, ideas and excitement. Leave me comments, email me. Roll the ball.

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Photography and My Life

Yesterday I came home to run some errands. I really enjoy coming home, especially on nice days because it is beautiful year round: small, cozy, home, nestled in the woods; It is the perfect escape. Well after relaxing I went up town to take care of my new business, selling prints in a shop downtown. I delivered my first sale, (quite a proud moment for me), and then headed off to tie up a loose end that had been on my mind for years.

About 2 years ago I took my first set of senior photos, a friend of mine who had asked me to. That was a great experience, she is beautiful and cooperative and it made it pretty hard to fail. :) We ended up driving around looking for good locations and towards the evening, a bit before golden hour, we drove past a house with a old white fence and barn. Both of us decided that it was a perfect place to get some shots but neither of us knew who lived there. So I walked up to the door, gave a knock, and we were greeted by an old guy who with some feigned reluctance said it was alright.
We walked around and set up some photos, he soon joined us and chatted the entire time. Well after we finished I promised that I would give him prints of the photos I had taken.

Now its been two years and I finally set off to find this place and deliver on my promise. I arrive, knock, and am greeted with a stare as he just points at me. “You’re dead meat” In my fashion I smile all goofy and then show him the photo and get invited inside. I end up staying to chat for a couple hours and am told that he has been asking around and making threats if he didn’t get a photo. This makes me like the guy, I love personality and it seems to becoming harder and harder to find. So I stayed and heard his stories, got to know him, and received some well intended threats; I got to thinking.

Hearing his life, his stories, I realized that I wanted to photograph that. Him, and with him his stories; I wanted to preserve that for some reason. And that is what photography is about, preserving something; Whether it is as simple as beauty or complex as the past of a person you preserve and share it. This goes along too with last weekend; A friend and I went to Cooper’s landing where I met another spirited older couple who shared their stories and talked of preserving. I don’t know what purpose it serves, if anything it will make my photography deeper, but I am drawn to the idea.

Along with that I began to think more of how the world removes us from our lives and creates this unsatisfying pseudo life. We create relationships that only matter in the context of making money, and spend most of our lives competing, in academics, sports, work, relationships. I don’t have time for the details of that here but simply, I am glad that my photography offers a connection back into my real life of community, real people, and memories.

The Mind and Culture

I live more vividly in my memories than I do in the present; More in my thoughts than I do in my senses, put another way.

I have been pondering a lot lately, realizing things like this. My mind is really interesting, I think anyway; It provides itself with many things to contemplate. :)
I don’t know much about the physiology of the brain but I am thinking that this is why:
The brain has many areas serving different functions, areas for your senses, spatial orientation, memory, etc. Each of these gets a different amount of use depending on what kind of person you are. I guess it would be comparable to a muscle, if you use it it grows, but it also atrophies if it isn’t exercised.

A great example that relates to what I am talking about is shown in a study i read about. In this study monks preformed a type of meditation, leaving their thoughts behind and just observing something, a flower, light, anything. As they continued this activity throughout their lives the area of the brain corresponding with digesting sensory information was much larger than those who did not.

By the way, if you have never tried meditation it is a great way to exercise the brain and relax. Keep in mind though, if you are older and trying to start, the portion of your brain required may have atrophied and it may take some time.

From personal experience this is true. I can live in my thoughts, visualize, work things through. This is definitely a result of many years of schooling, learning, making connections. There isn’t much sensory input you can get from sitting in class. The down side to this is that everything else blows by me. If it isn’t a theory or idea, say a sight or smell, I can be entirely oblivious to it.

Lately I have been trying to revive that part of my brain, sitting and just looking at things, noticing detail. It is much harder than it sounds, and if you don’t believe me then try it. But it causes me to wonder, is our education system taking away one of the most basic joys in life. The ability to experience our world. Other areas are affected as well: emotions, morals, memory, anything that makes you yourself.

This idea may be a basis of culture itself when you think about it. Entire communities and nations often follow the same systems, mainly education. How much does this mold the mind?

My First Photo Display

So yesterday I finally got my photos hanging in public! The owner of Material Girl Quilt Shop, downtown, has been the best, most generous person. She allowed me to hang my photos, for sale, in her shop! So right now some of my work is on display for everyone to see and possibly purchase :) The prints are priced quite low and hopefully people will express some interest. So go patronize her business!!

My first display

Also, I joined the art league and will soon be putting some prints in their for sale pile, and hopefully, eventually, in the gallery!

A Garden Log Book

I was looking across the internet for a simple printable garden log book page and couldn’t find one, so I decided to make my own!

Garden Log Book Page

This is a printable garden record book page to be kept in a three ring binder or folder.  Included are fields for:

  • Planting and Seeding Dates
  • Seed Suppliers
  • Yields
  • Flavor
  • Notes for Dust Applications, Canning, etc.

I hope you find this useful, and if enough interest is shown I will improve it a bit.

The file is in PDF format.  Enjoy this garden record keeping book!

Garden Log Book Page

I also made a diagram slash table of contents page for your book, so each season you can keep track of what you planted and where.

Garden Diagram

My Room This Semester

I got partially moved into my new room for this semester.  It is great, I think its going to work out nicely.  Here is a photo from my bed.

My View

I’ll add more of my room if anyone comments asking for them.

Summer is Winding Down

I ended up moving away from the Ruby on Rails based Typo blogging platform and migrating to this new Wordpress blog.  It is much nicer, more finished, and still under active development.  Hopefully it will encourage me to blog more often.  Aside from that my amazing hosting company upgraded my account the other day, I have to say it is snappy!  <a href=”http://peconihosting.com”>Peconi Hosting</a> has been the greatest hosting company I have ever been able to do business with, their servers are great, no down time, and their support is phenominal!  If you are in the need of a host you should definately check them out.

Along with that I am trying to get back into my code mode.  Most of my interest has been put twoards my course of study, biochemistry and chemical engineering, things related to the energy crisis and immunology.  Maybe I can find time to spare this semester.  My summer was so horridly busy, almost a nightmare.  I just want to get done with work and finish all my things before the week’s end so I can have one week of summer.

What else, courses this semester are intro bio, chem 3, intensive organic 1, and mass and energy balance.  Its another hard load.  heavens.  hopefully it will pay off as I am planning on studying abroad in New Zealand this winter semester!  Yay!  Worked my summer away for that, hopefully it comes to light.

Summer 2008

I find it a good idea to post an update on what is going on!

I recently bought my first light kit and I’m very excited about learning to use it. I got a flash and tripod, cheap remote triggers, an umbrella and reflector. With that I can do pretty much anything I can imagine (for a little while at least). I have already started playing with it, no in depth study yet, and the ability to stop my lenses down opens up a whole new realm of beauty in my photos. Before having quality light the look of quality came from a shallow depth of focus and isolation. I am realizing that in portraiture a lot of beauty can be captured in the focus range provided by the higher apertures. Not to mention the lenses preform phenomenally.

I also have very exciting news for me! I have always thought about putting my photos in print somewhere. Just recently I had the opportunity to talk to a new business in my home town and soon some of my photos will be on display there! This is very exciting for me and something I have long dreamed of. The business has a lot of opportunity and I really look forward to see what comes out of it.

I am still doing senior photos, if you are interested in some information check out http://photography.nathanielguy.com/

I’m planning on studying abroad in New Zealand second semester! Its going to be great for photography as well as an awesome experience.

Thats about all.

Senior Photo Website

So I finally decided that I enjoy taking senior photos enough to begin making it a business. In the process I somehow managed to turn out the layout in around an hour, which is really fast for me. Anyway, I am ready to begin photographing people for money! The site is located at http://photography.nathanielguy.com/ so you should check it out.

I don’t quite have a complete portraiture kit, I really need to invest in a reflector next, and an alienbee type lighting system, but I have the lens and can manage with ambient light for the time being.

The inspiration to start taking this seriously came from my last senior photo shoot; It was the first group of photos I actually appreciated.

So anyway, you should chech out http://photography.nathanielguy.com/

Design Tools For Our Future

Craig Venter, founder of Synthetic Genomics (a private company), outlines work being done in assembling synthetic microorganisms. His amazing work is based on the 4 amino acids which are used in building the genetic code. The talk goes over some hurdles to synthetically creating a chromosome, transplanting that chromosome into a cell and what his success means for the future.

The possibilities of this technology are only limited, as Craig mentioned, primarily by our imagination. The major goal of his work is to assemble a working language of genetic code which can be easily written and optimized creating an organism which has desirable traits. The promise of this can be seen in building organisms which solve the major challenges facing humanity today. An example can be seen in carbon dioxide, where we produce the compound as a waste other organisms metabolize it as food. Think, plants though others act more efficiently. With Venter’s work we could soon see a method of easily building a organism which can take that carbon dioxide, digests it, and emits octane or other useful substances.

The way Criag is approaching this problem is by building that language of genomes. The hope is that eventually a computer aided design program will allow design with just a point and a click. Truly exciting.

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/227

Biomimicry, What I Want to Do

I watched a Ted Talk today that really exemplifies what I feel like doing with my career.

Watch it here: http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/18

Nature has always been an inspiration to me, and talk of sustainable practices and design really interest me. The focus of that talk is something I really believe in and plan on pursuing through my career.

The idea outlined is basically that many if not all of the design problems found in industry can and already have been solved by nature. A simple example is the calcium carbonate buildup in pipes, found commonly in your home, and more extreme buildup can be found in chemical manufacturing processes. Generally to dissolve that buildup toxic chemicals are flushed through the pipes; This process is expensive and not eco-friendly. Janine Benyus uses the example of seashells which are the same compound, calcium carbonate, and also form in the same way the buildup occurs. The question left is why do the shells not become infinite, instead the buildup is controlled and quite beautifully at that. The answer she reveals, is a naturally occurring protein which stops the buildup. Using this natural example engineers were able to apply that protein to the pipes and eliminate the toxic chemicals used to clean them.

Janine, in her talk, outlines 12 examples of ways in which we can mimic nature and improve our industrial way of life. The examples are striking and to me very exciting. The talk is definitely worth watching.

Biomimicry on Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biomimicry

Telecommunication technologies are pillars of any industry’s effective operation. The importance of these technologies is greater when the industry has an operation that spans a large distance. This is the case of oil and natural gas distribution systems whose pipelines cover extensive distances carrying the product. These long distances pose many challenges to the operation, especially monitoring the physical status of such an extended system and transferring information from the distant source to a facility which can analyze and make use of the data. The monitoring of pipe over such an expansive area requires many data collection points, and thus produces a large amount of data. Transferring this large amount data across states to a facility before it is too old to be of use is a challenge that can only be taken on with the use of a network. The telecom technologies involved in making networks carry more data farther are the most important for effectively promoting the safe and efficient operation of pipeline systems.
Risks embedded in distributed systems are impossible to eliminate. The inherent vulnerability of an extensive system such as exposed, above-ground pipelines coupled with the constant threat of terrorist attacks creates a major challenge. In the event of a successful attack, or simply a broken pipe, the facility needs to be alerted of the incident in order to halt the flow and prevent damages. Utilizing data relayed through the network from sensors positioned along the pipe, the facility can analyze the situation and quickly implement a solution. This example illustrates the need for real time data; a company cannot afford the damages of a large capacity oil pipe pumping oil onto the ground for even five minutes. The network provides a solution, carrying the data from sensors to the facility and allowing remote control of the pipe pumps to shut down the flow through the affected area as quickly as possible.
Stopping the flow through a specific pipe introduces another challenge: circumventing the obstruction to eliminate down time and lost efficiency. The easiest method is to reroute the
product along a different path within the pipeline. In order to do this, a lot of information is needed, such as the pressure within the pipes, and it is needed in real time to prevent another pipe failure. Again this must be collected and transported through a network to be useable in analyzing the situation. Even under normal operating circumstances, collected information is useful, pointing to bottlenecks, which can be removed, further increasing the efficiency of the system.
The most important strength of a network in these example situations is the ability to move more data farther distances in less time. The technologies involved in this transfer include high throughput wireless connections, specialized protocols for data transfer and secure connections to facilitate remote operation. These technologies reside in layers 1, 2, and 4 of the OSI communication model, it is here where technology must be developed to sustain safe and efficient operations of distributed systems trough the future. At one forefront of importance in sustaining operation into the future is extending security and routing functions into layer 2 of the model. This is exemplified in the Encryption Over Ethernet technologies. In this emerging technology, responsibility for encryption is passed from layers 4 and 3 to layer 2 . This removes the network overhead imposed by packet level security, thus providing for more efficient and secure data transfer. Because this technology resides on layer 2, the need to configure clients is removed and the security required is built in, this is perfect for high capacity source to point data transmission as found in our situation. Encryption Over Ethernet coupled with the development of other pertinent telecommunications technologies are key to providing sustained safe and efficient operation of these distributed systems for years to come.

Biography 2008

Nathaniel Guy Mahieu is a driven and knowledge-loving student attending the University of Missouri-Columbia. Born in the rural farming community of Centralia, Missouri, he grew up exploring the woods and enjoying the natural world’s inherent beauty and complexity. Throughout his life he has drawn inspiration from nature, as well as from his grandfather, Bill, who’s inventor’s spirit kindled Nathaniel’s imagination as a child. Growing up with these two influences, Nathaniel today has a love of math, whose beauty, he feels, reflects that of nature, and of science. Throughout his high school career, great teachers in Chemistry and Calculus fueled his fire for knowledge. These two subjects and their direct relation to the natural world caught hold of his interest as he entered college. Before college Nathaniel had pursued his interest in computer programming and planned on studying it, but the draw of chemistry and math lured him to a degree in Chemical Engineering which he is pursuing concurrently with a degree in Biochemistry. His experience in college has produced an interest in system analysis through computers and chemistry as well as topics in field convergence. After graduation Nathaniel hopes to go into the research field to gain experience and knowledge to apply his broad background to challenges facing Biochemistry. When he’s not studying, Nathaniel enjoys watching TED Talks, playing ultimate Frisbee, and pursuing Christianity. He is a member of 4-H and FFA (a reflection of his rural background) and a vehement lover of photography (some of his photos may be viewed from his personal website, http://nathanielguy.com/). Nathaniel actively supports his community through such programs as the FFA Alumni, local youth groups, and by contributing time over the summer as a counselor at Boys State of Missouri. Nathaniel’s innate curiosities united with the sapience of inspirational people throughout his development have matured him into an individual with an inherent desire for understanding. His main ambition is to apply the insight he acquires in his life to effectively make a positive impact on humanity.

Every country’s economic goals revolve around growth and for most economies, growth is equated with progress. Economic growth is defined as an increase in the value of goods and services produced by a country. This growth effectively translates into an increase in living standards for the country’s inhabitants. When a country has an established, stable economy, this growth becomes regular and expected, but when we look at third world countries with developing economies this growth becomes harder to predict and achieve.

This paper’s aim is to analyze a few of the efforts being made to transform those developing economies into stable ones in order to promote growth. In order to effectively analyze these policies I will use Ethiopia as a case study, comparing its economy to stable ones while looking for similarities and differences in them. With these differences in mind I will then take a brief overview of the microeconomic and macroeconomic situation in the country and identify key challenges each of these areas face. With a basic understanding of the economic situation in Ethiopia I will then outline some research and policies targeted at promoting healthy markets and economic growth in Ethiopia. The first is an inclusive makeover of Ethiopia’s entire agricultural market called the Ethiopian Commodities Exchange. This exchange features a stabilizing infrastructure for every step of the agricultural process and looks very promising. The second is research on using food aid in Ethiopia as a way to supplement growth. We know that food aid will reduce prices but some claim aid creates a dependency and weakens local markets. The research analyzes that claim, testing to see how the aid affects the economy. Third, we will inspect some research on property rights in Ethiopia; currently the government does not allow citizens to own property, it only allows extended periods of lease. Research shows that this creates a negative effect on long term investment in Ethiopia and lowers the returns on land.

Ethiopia is a country labeled as one of the poorest in the world; GDP per capita in the country was estimated in 2006 at 1000$ per year from “CIA – The World Factbook” (2007). The country has a rapidly expanding population and is currently increasing the workforce on the order of onehundred thousand per year. Its economic history is a cyclical one, featuring growth for a few years and a recession for a few years, leaving it to gain very little GDP per capita over the long run. The economy in Ethiopia is largely dependent on its agricultural sector which makes up over 50% of the country’s GDP, 90% of its exports, and 80% of the labor force. Only 7% of the country’s land is irrigated, leaving the crops and subsequently the country’s GDP and survival at the mercy of the rains. The country relies on coffee as its primary export with nearly 70% of total exports, and due to the recent drop in world coffee prices the country has lost over 300 million dollars per year in GDP. The country experiences rapid deflation and inflation of its currency, exasperating buyers and sellers efforts to find reliable market prices for goods. The country’s inflation rate was nearing 20% in recent months. These volatile aspects of the Ethiopian economy paint a very risky picture for buyers and sellers and a dim outlook for the country’s economy.

All of these qualities of Ethiopia’s economy are common to developing economies. Richard (2007) lists, in a more general sense, the facets of a small developing economy. 1. A concentration on a few (one to three) exports, such as Ethiopia’s dependence on coffee exports. 2. Imperfect markets in which a few firms dominate the market and price signals are distorted. 3. The small size of firms, such as the farmers in Ethiopia, which can not realize the economies of scale. 4. Physical vulnerabilities, such as Ethiopia’s reactions to drought, are realized in a much greater magnitude for small economies as well. In Small Developing Economies in the WTO the author also lists export market concentration and dependence on trade taxes as common to small economies. In order to strengthen Ethiopia’s economy these problems must be overcome before we can begin to foster growth in their economy.

Let me break down these issues a bit further; first, the microeconomic situation of the country. This realm of the economy is composed of buyers and sellers. These buyers and sellers come together to create a market, and their interaction causes Adam Smith’s “invisible hand” to allocate the resources that the buyer and seller bring to market in the most efficient manner. A problem arises when the markets are fragmented and volatile; the invisible hand, in these cases, is not able to efficiently allocate resources. “Building a Commodities Market in Ethiopia” (2007) outlines the famine which occurred during 2002 which is a good example of this; a bumper crop the previous year drove the price of Ethiopian cereals below the price of production, forcing many farmers to let their crops rot in the fields. The next year many farmers did not reseed their crops, distrusting the validity of making a profit there, instead looking for alternate forms of income. That year the northern portion of the region fell victim to a drought which threatened 15 million with starvation. One can pull a couple of ideas from this situation, each show how the hand’s market allocation powers are obstructed. First is the lack of strong market signals which let the farmer know when to plant and sell. The country lacks an information infrastructure necessary to carry market prices to the farmer at home and the volatility of prices make it hard for the farmer to discern when to sell his produce. The country is very spread out and there exists little transportation infrastructure to move good around the markets. The farmer’s trip to the city to locate a buyer is quite costly, and the chance that prices that day could be below the equilibrium puts the farmer in a bad position. The farmer also lacks capital; with capital the producer could choose to not sell until prices have risen to acceptable levels, but if he does this he will have no money to invest in seeds, supplies, or food for his family. Thus, the farmer sells his produce at the point when prices are lowest, during the harvest. This relates both to a failure of the guiding hand of markets and to one of Mankiw’s 10 Principals of Economics: that rational people think at the margin. Even though it appears that the farmers are irrational in selling when prices are lowest, in actuality they remain rational because the economic cost of saving their produce is greater than the benifit.

So the challenge to a producer is an extremely high risk when transacting in the market, prices fluctuate as much as 50% from year to year. This price volatility is a result of physical vulnerabilities, like rain, common to small economies, combined with the weak fragmented markets that buyers and sellers must interact in. Therefore, the basic challenge of strengthening the market for sellers involves combating these problems. The difficulty of attempting this is easily seen. Investing in irrigation requires capital which there is little of, making markets larger requires trust through grades and standards, lowering production costs for farmers involves building transportation infrastructures inside a country which is one of the poorest in the world. The problems for the economy extend beyond the seller and to the buyers as well. The basic premise is the same. Weak market signals, high transaction costs, and the lack of capital to buy when prices are low create a challenging situation. So where does one begin when all these problems exist?
One proposal comes in the form of the Ethiopian Commodities Exchange (ECEX). In “Understanding Commodities Markets” Eabre-Madhin, a World Bank senior economist, outlines her plans for a commodities market in Ethiopia. This proposal has received the support of the Ethiopian government and was instated in September of 2007 and was set to begin trading in December of 2007, though no reprts on its success are being circulated yet. The broad goals of this exchange include a market for all the participants, integrity, efficiency, transparency, and risk management. The plan addresses the weaknesses in Ethiopia’s current market structure with six core facets. First, a trading platform; this will bring market buyers and sellers together in a low cost, efficient way. Second, brokers; the brokers will be the leis eon between the trading platform and the exchange, enabling all clients to participate in the market. They will assist in matching potential buyers and sellers through the trading platform. Third, contracts; contracts on the ECEX will be in relation to the item and grade of the item. They will be tailored to the ability to deliver and to attract the largest number of buyers. Fourth, risk management; the exchange will protect buyers and sellers from one defaulting on the contract through a bank like system. Fifth, product integrity; the product will have a standard, understood grade and be guaranteed in terms of deliverability. Finally, regulation and enforcement; the Ethiopian parliament has passed a bill legally supplementing the exchange, allowing trust in the system to be formed by buyers and sellers.

The path through the system begins with a seller bringing his product to the exchange’s warehouse. Here his product will receive a grade, weight and certificate. This certificate will allow him to sell his product on the ECEX market. Because the seller holds a legal entitlement to something in the warehouse (the certificate), the warehouse can also be thought of as a bank; This will allow a more efficient disturibution of the goods. After the seller has certificates he may at any time sell them on the exchange through a broker to a buyer. In the same way a buyer would approach the exchange, from any of the 200 trading centers in the country and place a bid for a traded product. The buyer must transfer funds to a settlement account before the bid is finalized to prevent contract default. From there the nearest warehouse will have the buyer’s good ready to deliver. Throughout this process a satellite powered system will send daily price information to each of the country’s 200 price boards, allowing buyers and sellers to be aware of the national prices for the products.

In my opinion this is the most exciting and plausible option for economic growth in Ethiopia. The plan seems to strengthen every bit of the market, moving the power of resource allocation back into Adam Smith’s invisible hand. The ECEX will nationalize the market for Ethiopian grains, bringing together sellers from every corner of the country and stabilizing prices. If this plan succeeds in strengthening the market and stabilizing the agriculture sector, then the small farmer will gain much needed resources and a rational ability to take the risks involved in investing in things like irrigation or fertilizer. Over time, the success of the ECEX means the lift that country needs to escape poverty. Furthermore I expect to see the success of this commodities exchange spur the birth of similar designs in other developing economies.

The ECEX plan is not a sure thing, though; this idea is definitely not tried and true so the idea of moving an entire country’s economy onto a theoretical model is scary. The entire system requires the trust of buyers and sellers, and if during the premier months of the program problems are uncovered it could undermine the trust for the system forever. Also, the brokers must withstand corruption, because as they are the gateway to the trading system I could see them being used to leverage it to their advantage. I am unsure of how the system is going to affect small farmers on the brink of profit; the stabilized prices throughout the country could be a radically different than previously, and push many farmers out of the market. The system also doesn’t deal with Ethiopia’s dependence on coffee exports, and a deflation of those world prices could still adversely affect its economy. Overall, I fully agree with the Ethiopian government’s support of this bill, and see it as the most hope Ethiopia’s economy has.

The Ethiopian economy is also receiving foreign food aid from various countries and world organizations. There are differing opinions as to whether the addition of food aid to a country’s economy has a positive or negative effect. Food aid, in the positive sense, provides a relief for starving countries and can provide a starting point allowing a country to get back on its feet. In the negative sense food aid can create a dependency on foreign aid, and take away from the power of the local grain merchants; it can effectively lower grain prices and drive out market producers. We actively see both of these phenomenons wherever food aid is present, but the question to be answered is whether or not the overall shift in the economy is positive or negative. In “Does food aid harm the poor: household evidence from Ethiopia” (2005) James, Levinsohn, and McMillan find that food aid disproportionately benefits the poor more than the rich over the entire country.

In their paper they make several observations to arrive at their conclusion. They begin with the facts that buyers of wheat in Ethiopia are, on average, poorer than sellers of wheat and there exists more buyers than sellers in the economy. Then, through market analysis they conclude that the food aid is more likely to be received by the poor, and the benefit the poor receive is greater than the loss the producers feel. Using a household census conducted throughout the country combined with cereals production data the authors are able to isolate the buyers and sellers and collectively analyze their benefit from aid. The authors reduced the broad market for cereals to the wheat market only, for their analysis, stating that 33% of Ethiopia’s wheat supply comes from aid increasing the affect aid will have on price. They find that though food aid does drop wheat prices, that drop in price negatively affects only the farmers, a smaller and richer group than the consumers. For this reason, the net welfare of the country increases.

I am uncertain of the reliability of the author’s findings in the respect of food aid. The research uses an average of households in income brackets, meaning that the variation there could hide a large negative effect on the poor. Currently, prices vary a lot throughout the country, and the regional benefits in one area, could be a large loss in another. Overall it can be seen that the introduction of food aid into Ethiopia’s economy is helpful in the short run, and should be used as such. In the long run however, the dependence the country will build on food aid is a detriment. Without food aid a country would have higher prices which would in turn encourage more farmers to enter the market. Over the long run, this change would expect the prices to drop with increased production, achieving a goal of food aid without the aid.

I see the foreign food aid as a perfect complement to the ECEX. If the aid agencies distribute the aid throughout the ECEX without undermining it they could use the aid to prevent against total market failure while strengthening the power of the exchange. The aid would supplement consumers as farmers build trust in the system. As the exchange builds the strength of the economy, food aid can slowly be removed from Ethiopia, allowing the market to eventually effectively regulate supply and demand. One thing I cannot see food aid doing is strengthening the economy. Therefore I view food aid as a short term relief effort and not a long term support option.

The final aspect of Ethiopia’s economy I will look at Ali, Deurcon, and Gautam’s (2007) investigation into property rights in the country. The basic economic property of weak property rights in a country is that they discourage the accumulation of and investment in capital. The paper furthers that conclusion, linking Ethiopia’s weak property rights with discouraged planting, and maintenance of land in the long run. The paper focuses on the lack of land transfer rights and the affect that has on Ethiopian farmers. The authors conclude that the lack of transfer rights for land discourages the planting of longer term crops like coffee, Ethiopia’s primary export. They also find that the threat of land redistribution does the same and discourages the preservation of land, and planning for future crops. Land redistribution and the lack of transfer rights were identified as the two key aspects of weak property rights.

Their conclusions are based on the Ethiopian Rural Household Survey and focus on the allocation of land to coffee production and the investment of longer term capital, such as eucalyptus trees. This allocation was tracked over time, through some alterations in Ethiopia’s property rights laws. The evidence showed that when considering long term investment in land, property rights cause a large inefficiency in the market. When the farmers are able to trust the ownership of their land into the future, they invest more heavily in coffee and eucalyptus trees. Altering property rights to support this investment would in the long run remove a market inefficiency caused by that uncertainty which lowers the supply of those two crops. Along with this paper there exists an obvious correlation between economic progress and strong property rights in developed countries.

Property rights are one area that the ECEX and foreign aid cannot help at all. The problem is aggravated by political unrest in the country and a lack of a strong government lead. I see the strengthening of property rights as a large hurdle Ethiopia has to face to strengthen the producers trust in the future of their operations. With strengthened property rights all the findings of the authors are plausible; increased investment in the future of land, an equalization of the crops that would be planted, and the ability to use land as a way to back your capital accumulation loans.

Ethiopia’s economy will face some large challenges before it can achieve real growth. Those challenges include a strengthening of the markets, a way to manage and reduce the risk farmers face, and stabilizing prices. Each of the plans in this paper provides ways to achieve some of these goals. The ECEX will strengthen markets and bring together the nations fragmented trading circles. Food aid will support the country’s risk until it is able to manage it on its own. Strengthened property rights will give farmers more resources needed to invest in capital and manage their risk. All of these, combined, will stabilize prices in Ethiopia’s agriculture sector and strengthen the economy as a whole. A stronger economy means stronger growth and a boost away from poverty and towards increased living standards; this is the goal for any economy.?

References
Bernal, Richard. Small Developing Economies in the World. WTO, 2001. 31 Oct. 2007 .

Gabre-Madhin, Eleni. "Building a Commodities Market in Ethiopia." TED Confrence. Mar.-Apr. 2007. 31 Oct. 2007 .
Levingson, James, and Margaret McMillan. Does Food Aid Harm the Poor? Household Evidence From Ethiopia. NBER, 2005. 31 Oct. 2007 .
"Ethiopia." CIA - the World Factbook. 4 Dec. 2007 .
Leni Zaude Gabre-Madhin. "Understanding a Commodity Exchange." 4 Dec. 2007 .
Madhur Gautam, Daniel Ayalew Ali , and Stefan Dercon . Property Rights in a Very Poor Country:. The World Bank. 4 Dec. 2007 .

TED Talks

I am going to share a list of my favorite TED talks. TED stands for Technology, Entertainment, Design, and the talks are during a convention each year. They publish select talks tot eh internet, where we get to enjoy them. I personally love them, and they are very inspiring.

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/140 – Insights on poverty. The speaker is great, very informed, and his message is wonderfully clear. One of the most inspiring talks to me, and the end is just a bonus.

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/147 – The animation of a cell. This talk brings to light some good points about education. The main point is to illustrate the beauty of the sciences, which is sometimes stripped in our education system. The animation is simply wonderful.

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/146 – Will Wright on Spore.

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/144 – Jonathan Harris on the soul of our internet.

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/162 – Creating life in art.

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/165 – Self teaching robots.

http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/129

My Boone County Fair Photos

Entering things in the county fair has become a habit; Most years I have a ham, maybe some poultry, and a project. This year, though, I got to enter some of my photos in the fair. All in all I entered seven total photos, four in open, and three in 4-H. Not terribly suprisingly, all of the photos I entered received blue ribbons (I have always thought that blue ribbons were too obtainable). One photo stood out and I recieved the award of alternate to state! it was this one:

The judge basically said he enjoyed how the photo was divided into three horizontal portions, how the eye was drawn from the bottom to the sky, and some of the inspirational things which could be drawn from the photo. For more of my thoughts on the photo look at it on the studio.

I am lucky enough to be born on the 1st of January, and the cut off is the 4th, meaning that I can enter in the 4-H fair one more year. I plan on taking the show next year.

My Photography

I recently, and finally, invested in a new camera! It’s a Canon Digital Rebel XT (or 350D) and it is amazing. I needed to take this step about six months ago, I just didn’t realize that I had the knowledge to take advantage of its power. The push to get me to purchase the camera came from a wedding request; I was asked to photograph a wedding!

I got my new camera and took some photos at a friend’s wedding, just to get to know my camera. Next time’s pictures are going to look amazing, just wait. If you would like to see some of mine from this time, here they are.

I liked a few of them a lot, and they may end up in a contest. I love wedding by the way, and am really happy for the couple.

If your interested in seeing some more of my photography then check out: http://studio.nathanielguy.com/ It is the portfolio of my work!

Favorite Quotes!

  • “Life is the ultimate brain teaser.”
    • Me, NathanielGuy
  • “To be successful you have to be dumb enough to think you can change the world and smart enough to know how.”
    • Author and famous humanitarian Clint Borgen
  • “I have never let my schooling interfere with my education.”
    • Mark Twain

Favorite Words

Hello, I am a nerd and these are my favorite words!

compassion
boisterous
introspective

and, in certain context:

clarity

My Pinnacle Week of the Year

I decided I had to recap this week for two reasons. I have found my self needing to think through the enormous amount of stuff that I have done, and am about to do throughout this week. Also, I want never to forget this lovely zenith of my work. Generally I do not post my personal rantings, unless for a purpose, so this revelation’s purpose is inspiration for my future. For those who read this, prepare for a disjointed and incohesive unfolding of my week.

In the past two weeks (largely and amazingly unbenownst to me) my activities and hobbies have been culminating, preparing to reveal the fruits of my labor to me on this one exemplary week. This is a wondrous occurance masking a laboriously busy week. To begin, if I may, recap to you some of the ingredients in my high school experience’s capstone.

Months ago I, along with Shelly and Zach, qualified to compete in state for FFA’s Agricultural Sales competition. This contest is Mr. Stone’s “baby” and needless to say we were all jubilant in the fact that we had reached that first goal. We now had a month to prepare for state competition, and our goal was firmly planted in attended National FFA Convention that coming year; We must take first of second at state.

After we qualified in Sales Shelly, Emily, and I got fourth in the district entomology contest that next week. We had just qualified for state in another contest. Joy was in our breath as we told Mr. Stone; We had attempted to compete at state entomology the last year, failing only because of a stupid mistake of mine, costing us eight points. Mr. Stone response was a bit worry some, for he feared we would forsake sales to compete in bugs. After a bit of checking his apprehension was laid to rest in that bugs was on Thursday of Convention and sales was Friday.

In FBLA I had also qualified for state in Networking Concepts and Network Design along with Bradley. I would have taken another state competition, but was tricked out of it by a last minute schedule change.

Surprisingly, my friends were able to convince me to try out for the musical. Not being a public speaker, my nerves were ous, that faded though, as practices began and the boisterous cast raised my spirits. I had applied for a supporting role, but somehow came up with a lead (not to mention two speeches, a solo, and a dance). I was Prez in “The Pajama Game”.

While all this was occurring, track was steadily underway. I was doing average, as I always do in sports; Keeping in shape was my main priority with sports, aside from readying my competition with Bryan.

As you can imagine, those activities kept me decently busy. What I failed to realize was how busy I could actually become, and the large amount of life I had bitten off and was currently chewing. These things, rolling full force into the week I am currently weeking, in addition to the other things cropping up this week have deposited me in a very rare situation. I currently have an endless supply of things to do, but enough time to step though them one day at a time. What this means for me I will share after I recap the beginning of my week in one jumbled up little paragraph.

I entered this week off a busy previous one and a partly relaxing weekend. I find I have twelve scholarships due, history terms and essays to write, a history test, a calculus quiz, track meets, physics labs, senior shirts to produce, ultimate Frisbee tournaments, church planning meetings, and copious other things to do. Under-toning all this are the events coming together from last week State FFA, FBLA, track, and play practice takes it up a notch going until ten each night. My life can be seen in the following diagram:

Miraculously there were very few conflicts during the majorly important things.

All of that on my platter and one little NathanielGuy to do it all. It is currently Tuesday evening, and in the act of writing this I have postponed studying for a test, homework, and sleep. Where the extra effort required for me to do something akin to writing an amazingly long article, even I do not know. I have discovered some things though, and one of the greatest is that I am enjoying this. I could go on a tangent of how everyone today (and the Buddhist faith) is striving to be in perfect comfort, looking for happiness there; What this week has shown me is that happiness is not there, for me at least. I have found my happiness stems from strife, work, and determination. I have more energy an motivation when I am sleep-deprived and stretched thin than ever have I had with hours at my disposal. Elation is my feeling at this point, in the middle of the week, and I have not even received a reward for my work. What this means to me, I shall leave to explore another night. The obvious lessons are here to read, and I am left wondering about the identity of my next endeavor, excited for the opportunity.

Savants Speech

A child with the ability to play a Mozart piano symphony at the age of 8, a man able to read 2 pages of a book in 8 seconds, one with each eye, children who create art that rivals the greats of history. These are examples of the skills of a savant. Savants are blessed with amazing abilities like these, performing feats of the mind unfathomable to us. This amazing gift, though, often comes coupled with a devastating curse, autism. This condition creates a huge social barrier between them and the rest of the world. Why these two come linked is not known, and few theories exist as to this reason. A great example of an autistic savant that you may know of is Raymond from the movie “Rain Man.” His skills of math and counting are those of a savant, and his social inaptitude is the result of autism. I will investigate the relation between savants and autism as well as some famous savants and talents they possess.

To attempt to understand savantism, and the relation it has to autism, we must first understand what autism is. Because the two, autism and savantism, are so closely linked, autism which is more fully understood, can offer us insight to savants. A clinical definition of autism as stated by the World Health Organization is “a developmental disability that results from a disorder of the human central nervous system.” The common effects of autism include a social inaptitude, communication problems, and repetitive behaviors. If you have seen the movie “Rain Man,” think back and consider how Raymond acted. You may also be familiar with the autistic student currently attending our middle school. Causes of autism are still in debate throughout the scientific community. Possible causes include vaccine mutations, stress, and genetics. It is agreed that these factors cause the brain to process information differently than non autistic people; these alternate strategies manifest themselves in a physical sense, with certain portions of the brain missing, incompletely developed, or connected differently.

With that short background in autism we can now explore savants. Now a savant is not necessarily disabled, and the word can refer to any person who is very learned in their field of study, but for our purpose savant will refer to one whose gift is due not to choice. Savant syndrome is “having both a severe developmental handicap and extraordinary mental abilities.” Telltale signs of savantism are similar to those of autism, including social issues even in those savants who are not autistic. The signs become much more blatant as the savant is able to communicate more readily with others, allowing their amazing talents to be seen. Their talents include some of the most amazing mental feats imaginable, such as reading two pages of a book at once, one with each eye, retaining the information, and being able to recall it at will. This is the gift of Kim Peek, an autistic savant.

Kim Peek was the inspiration for the movie “Rain Man.” Peeks savantism is partially the result of his interestingly formed brain, where the normal connections between the left and right lobes is nonexistent. Scientists say that this could be the source of his increased memory capacity. He is diagnosed as an autistic savant, but does not have “behavioral autism;” the difference is basically terminology. This means Peek is a savant with social disabilities but does not fit the qualifications of an autistic person; the term autistic is attached only to replace the term idiot savant, which sounds worse. Along with his ability to speed read and remember information, Peek is able to state the weekday of any date you give him for thousands of years. He can recall over 12,000 books from memory and do complex math in his head. The source of these abilities is still a mystery to science, and the methods he uses for these are as well. This gap between Peek’s and science’s knowledge exists because of his social disability; he is unable to explain his thought process.

That gap, though, is being bridged thanks to one man. Nicknamed “Brain man,” Daniel Tammet is the first recorded savant to have no recognizable autism. This is a great asset to researchers because he is the first savant with the ability to explain his thought process. The source of Daniel’s savantism is, like most savants, unknown, but can most likely be attributed to his childhood. He grew up with few signs of autism and eventually outgrew them; he did suffer epileptic seizures as a child, which may have caused his brain to function abnormally. Whatever the cause, Daniel is currently the focus of most scientific research in this field. His blessing is twofold, the first is his lack of autism, and the second is his perception of numbers. He sees numbers not as the Arabic numerals we have, but as shapes, colors, and feelings. To illustrate this, here is a clip from a recent documentary on him.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Vs6R5YZQ3c (0:00 – 0:23; 1:10 – 1:30)

To us that may be no big advantage, but the fact that every number into the thousands has its own distinct feeling aids his memory greatly; instead of having to remember 19678 as 5 numbers, to him it is one feeling. To us it would be comparable to remembering the number 1, much simpler. Using this strategy the Brain Man has performed feats like memorizing pi to beyond 20 thousand digits. Adding even greater interest to Daniel’s number feelings is the ability to identify prime numbers by their distinct “feeling.” Consider that if the qualities of every number are contained in Daniel’s emotion of it, then how they interact (when multiplying, etc) could be an interpolation of those feelings. It makes his performing mathematical operations very simple and fast. He can actually do large operations in his head, nearly instantly. Additionally his talents reach beyond mathematics. He once learned Icelandic, considered one of the hardest languages in the world, and became nearly fluent in it in just one week.

Not everything is known about Daniel’s method, and it is not likely that it will all ever be known, but his gifts to the understanding of savants and applications to mathematics are far reaching. Daniel is currently working with researchers at Cambridge University, one of which also has the “seeing feelings” Daniel exhibits. This partnership is shedding more and more light on savants and the brain itself.

The tie between autism and savants is not known for sure. One possibility is that they complement each other; the brain formation of children with autism increases their chance for savantism, and savantism creates autistic behaviors. It also appears as though brain trauma can trigger savantism. This is partially Tammett’s situation in that he suffered from epileptic seizures as a child. One other possibility is that the social inwardness of people with autism creates a world in which they can focus most of their brain on one specific thing. This could cause them to greatly excel in that area. The explanation of autism and savantism, probably lies somewhere in a complex combination of genetics and environmental factors, and only future science will be able to deduce that.

Whatever the true cause, it will not lessen the amazing abilities which savants possess. From the amazing skills of Kim Peek, to the scientific insight of Brain Man, Daniel Tammett, comes and entire new way of perceiving the world and information. How do you think they would have perceived this speech?

Glosoli

I wish there was magic left in the world. Room for imagination.

All I see is forced happiness, in a sea of pointlessness.

The idea of living is taken so seriously, we forget to live at all.

I want to break the drudgery, through the fog of existence.

You can look at your hands, like you look at the television.

Or you can see them.

Something so simple, gives me more joy than forever in that haze.

Try it.

Stop.

Listen.

Look at your hands… and see them; Turn them over.

What have those hands done?

What thoughts does that bring?

Now think of your dreams you once had.

Not the goals, the dreams.

Dreams of nothing, dreams of substance: dreams.

Dream them, if only for this moment just be in that dream.

Escaping the haze… unveiling our consciousness: it seems so unfamiliar, distant. My dream is of closeness with this feeling. The serenity it provides.

Lets make our own magic.

Washington University Entrance Essay

I like to refer to myself as an oxymoron in a man. I realized this embodiment of opposites one day as I left my school’s technology center to go to football practice. I was a self-proclaimed nerd who played football, among other sports, and I found this interesting. My contradiction of stereotypes did not end there: I was also enthralled with math, yet captivated by photography; I was an FFA officer – a country boy who won contests in FBLA; I was even intelligent and popular. As we began a long practice, the thought left me, but my revelation’s impact has not.

The longer I ponder it, the more I realize my oxymoronic traits play an integral part in my personality. Thanks to my diversity, I am more open to new ideas and accepting of people. I find myself a little more interesting as well. My diversity produces a drive to explore, branch out, and investigate the curiosity I harbor. All these contribute to making me Nathaniel Guy Mahieu.
My personality reflects what I am hoping to achieve during my college years at Washington University. The foremost of my goals for college is to exploit my curiosity, keep it alive, and focus it on my fields of study. I am excited to apply myself and my curiosity to challenges whose solutions can make a difference in people’s lives. I look forward to building a solid foundation for my future family and for my career. Throughout my studies, I will strive to reach my highest potential. This drive to improve myself and my world is the center of my personality.

When my exhausted self left practice that day, I was looking forward to what the future had to bring me and wondering to what stereotype I belonged. I now see it does not exist, and the only stereotype I belong to is my own. This unique collection of oxymorons and contrasting interests is truly who I am. When I attend Washington University, I will bring all this with me: my goals, my personality, my experiences, and my drive. These are what I have to offer my college and peers.

SAE Engineering Scholarship

An exclamation of excitement escapes me as my model produces its expected results. Satisfaction, the satisfaction I experience after I have solved a tough math problem or written an effective computer program. This satisfaction is my main motivation to pursue engineering. There are two things that I take great pride in. The first is an intellectual challenge, one which I can overcome and call an accomplishment. The second is the idea of my accomplishments in engineering improving my world.

A challenge of the mind is the most beautiful thing to overcome. I see the challenges of engineering as those, possible, beautiful solutions. Whether improving upon the design of my computer application, or making my mousetrap car travel that extra 15 feet, that solution is the only thing that could invigorate me so furiously. Through the challenge I am given the satisfaction I enjoy. The sheer possibilities which loom in one challenge, this is why the solutions of engineering are so beautiful.

Beyond the satisfaction I derive from those intellectual challenges, I also see the opportunity for my solution to improve the world. This thought is the most exciting view of engineering, and it is this view that fuels my endeavors. Striving to improve my world is the final push I received, setting my sights on this wonderful science. My dream: the satisfaction and excitement of achieving beautiful solutions to beautiful challenges. My reality: engineering and its many challenges and infinite solutions.

Life After MSA

Yes, there is such a thing as life after, and as a side note, those of you who are freaking out because the world around you isn’t MSA, well… go make it MSA.

Ever since I got home I haven’t really stopped. Today is the first day I have just relaxed and had timed to blog a bit. I like it though, no time to think about stuff, or get sad. It doesn’t bother me at all that I’m not still at MSA. I’m happy to have my life back. Being at MSA was too limiting, I couldn’t get anything done socially or with my web design. But its all well. It was well worth my time to go and has changed alot about the way I look at things.

The fourth of July I went with Lisa Jess and Gabe to the pool and watched the fireworks show. It was quite. neat, the fireworks were alot closer than I thought. There was one dud that went off right at the ground. It was a big one too. I never heard about anyone getting hurt though. Afterwords we went and got some of Gabe’s fireworks and shot them off at Jess’, then played with sparklers. Me and Lisa swing danced for a while then everyone went home.

I have been to weightlifting every day this week (go me) and, though I did drop alot on my maxes, I’m happy to feel sore again. Me and Nick have been hanging out, which we never used to do so that is cool. We eat all the ripe blackberries every day after weightlifting, and there are quite a few of them.

I have talked to Kay a couple times since I got back. I miss having her to hang out with, but I’m not freaking out about it anymore. She got me tea from England (yay for kayleigh) but she still hasn’t mailed it (boo for kayleigh).

July 14th I am having a party at my grandparents’. from noon till midnight, mainly for MSA people. It will be fun, I dont know if many people will come, but a couple of my friends are so it will be good.

I think I need to not blog my entire life and only blog things that are really cool. I’ll figure it out though. My websites are taking off, 3k page views a day… I love swing dancing… See yall later.

My Passion Speach

During PSD we also had to write a passion speach, a list of what we love and what makes us go. Mine was like this.

I believe that watermelon with seeds always tastes better than that without. I believe in friends who are always there, even when they aren’t, and in firsbee and fun. I believe that Christ rocked my world and that computer geeks are cooler than jocks. I believe that Google will someday take over the world (and at that time I will own it) I believe in the compassion of the human race and in the sun rising in the east and setting in the west. I also believe that compassion is my new favorite word. I believe in the value of the sound of nature and the peace it bestows. I believe that cats rule dogs and in late night swimming with friends. I believe in the company of your own company and having fun doing nothing. I believe in the trickel of the creek and the rush of a waterfall.
I believe in goodbyes that mean see you in a bit and the silent screaming lights of june floating in the dusky meadow. I believe in Hope, I believe in Believing, and I believe in Fireflies.